So here is my current woe: My exbf is engaged and has a pregnant fiancee.. not that that really bothers me that much since they are both basically trailer trash-ish but its still kinda putting a cloud over my head. Then there is the fact that i’m turning 30 and i’m really not looking forward to it at all.. Although that is also not a big deal (white people problems ARE problems too tho may I remind you) Lastly, I just spent 4 nights w/ the ex I broke up w/ a few months ago but since i”ve left the city after my weekend trip for my best friend’s 30th hes been totally mia which makes me feel shitty and slutty and emotionally abused. okay.. that’s over exaggerating. but wtf. I don’t get treated like this. it is unacceptable.
Anyway, last night I read this thing on the Internet that was sort of like a pathetic self help book/pdf that I could tell was written by some older woman who probably lived somewhere in California.. definitely in some hippie West Coast town.. I could see her perhaps living in a commune. But it was a little helpful nonetheless so i’ll give you some of the main points.. (it was about how it is okay to be a bitch bc there is such a thing as a psycho bitch and a divine bitch)
This lady would probably tell me that I should accept those feelings of anger and let them out some way.. hmmm maybe I’ll re read it tonight. She would probably tell me to let some anger out that I have pent up about people who misuse apostrophes (see left) and commonly confuse two/too/to and your/you’re. AHHHHH
And here is the last lame e card of the post: Wow, you know i’m having a bad day.. or a bad few days in this case when I used stupid ecards as decorations.. I always think these things are like the lowest form of humor.. But then again.. Right now i’m not really one to judge much of anything. Oh and if you want to read the divine bitch book, i think it is free online Just google it or go to harietteking.com.. at least that’s what it says to do at the end of the pdf.. I’m so good at following directions.